Sunday, November 11, 2007
Hmm.. Actually thinking of having a blog quite some times ago.. but.. just too lazy to do it.. but nothing to do much today.. soo.... haha.. go create 1.. hmm well ytd nite celebrate alan birthday. stay over at the chalet althought onli the for of us... but quite fun la.. haha.. alot of frens and ppl turn up. can say is a successful birthday celebration, at least compare to mine. and oso alan de "lao po" wahaha.. ok la.. not bad ma.. quite pei de.. =x hee.. anyway Hai. This month, quite alot of stuff happening.. firstly the close of S-Club, the quarrel and unhappiness over sl and her bf thing.. kind of sick and tired already. too tired to try keep her or anything. just feel like giving up and let her go. well can I? or rather can we ? frens are leaving my side and well can i keep them ? hmm... the most sad thing is JJ is getting sicker and skinner.. her eyes there keep got liquid come out.. i keep clean lor.. somemore... she not eating and drinking much... so skinny le.. den so weak.. cant walk much... hai.. so sad seeing this... 10 years of frens and love... going to leave soon.. really love her soo much.. its like losing a family member.. ytd tears roll down abit after looking at her.. regret like i nv treat her the very best i can. "sorry JJ.. I LOVE YOU" 
she is still alive here.. but look at her like so xin ku.. wish she can go off peacefully. now 84 years old le... enjoy those days with u around.. i will miss u always... nv will i forget when i am alone. you are there with mi. frens will leave and betray you. but nv would a dog. i m so happy to have you for the past 10 years. :) BLESS... now i will stay by your side till you are gone.
Ended my post @ 10:41 AM
