Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Today morning wake up at 530am to play maple.. ytd tok on phone till 1130 den slp... hmm althought abit tired but still ok ba... den go work as usual and its raining the whoole day... when i go lunch the rain actually stop le.. but when i finish eating it rain like mad... till i knock off... My office there got some places flooded... make my shoe, jeans and shirt wet... arrr... so cold in the office somemore... den i DIY make myself a sliper in the office.. wahhaa... lol... today OT till 7pm den go home le... hmm finally 1 day i go home earlier le..tml as usual work up at 530 maple.. yea.. haha... 
So creative.. its made out of cardboard and rubberband...
reach home eat dinner and something unhappy happen.. long story... why my family likes to quarrel and one cannot give in to another ? i HATE quarrel... ESPECIALLY between my family... why is there no peace?? for a small thing why wan make it like its so big ? dun understand why this world is like this... evil things keep staying in the world... and why isn't the god doing anything ? or izzit the life that we hard to live on till the day we are dead and still no peace ? izzit my fault my existing that cause this problem ? dun understand... I am 22 and yet still like a dumb short little boi that had no meaning in this country and world... i really wan to go out and look at the outside world... i m curious izzit oso the same as compare to sg.. i wan to see more things... learn more things... and the onli thing i noe is no money no tok... and all i can do is work till the day i am down and can do nothing other den waiting for death..
LOVE IS NEVER MEANT TO BE IN MY LIFE... From young till now... its almost 22 years and 9 more days to go to my birthday... i had been searching the love that i am look for.. and it never really appear... it come and go like the wind blowing against my face... hmm like writting compo.. lol... Hai... nevermind... forget abt wad i had say.. No one will understand de oso... Cos they are not mi... Nite to whoever is reading this post now... I m going to my dream land to enjoy my life that onli exist in dreams... sweet dreams.. :)
Ended my post @ 9:26 PM
