So fast one day of rest day is gone and tml is my morning shift le.. hmm... seriously i think my team is not tat good and oso not tat bad.. but well i dun noe how exactly the working world outside is... but thou i had work different kind of jobs b4.. I just wish for a happy environment... counting down to the days i left in SPF... Around 7 more months den i will be gone... seriously i think police is not a job for mi... i do not know wad other NPC or department behave like but i just dun like KJ NPC... The team is not as helpful and is like everyone for themself except for the more junior team member and those more friendly de... well... I think i will go find a job and work for awhile before maybe going for part time studies.. Full time studies wont fit me ba.. but who noes maybe tml i will be gone from this world? :x hee.. joking... recently my temper not very good ar.. maybe becos of the change of shift during the F1 period is making me tired... working 2 days of 12hrs and 1 day rest is really killing me... not only me but everyone... APEC is coming and its even more worse... sometimes i just wish for a peacefully life... perhap being a famer is not too bad huh... haha... well... I will want to go learn some baking skills one day.. :) love cakes and bakery item to the max.. :) well this week dear having test le... Hope she can study well and take care of herself... anyway its late le.. got to go slp liao.. nite ppl...

**May god watch over us and grant our wishes... :) I only wish a peaceful and simple life...**

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Hello everyone... Today nite shift... so boring de.. feeling so sian... Ytd actually i taking leave to attent zhi xiong de wedding.. but wad the fuck la.. becos of a asshole in my team and I have to go back for duty.. so disappointing... bastard... Tat shit SOT guy.. @*(%&*)*(&@# arr.... today doing nite shift... hope it will be a good day... good day as in no scolding from anyone, no big issue from anyone and hopefully no message at all... but saturday nite and doing the most busy sector... wad a "good" start.. hai... I sometimes just hope i can ORD asap... this team, is really so not to my liking... just becos of a few people... I know there are alot of different ppl in the world and i cant make all them happy but i just hope to work in a happy environment.. I think i onli can stay cheerful and happy as i always tried to do....

Sorry once again to my buddy zhi xiong tat i can attent ur wedding... Just now i keep thinking about us when we were in yuying sec.. so memorable... sorry brother.... feeling so fed up de... bastard guy...

**feeling so angry and bad mood recently... Hai... (control) JIa you and study hard sweety.. :)**

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Today is my 2nd off... morning went to the market and had breakfast with my mum and nephew... den after tat play with them at the playground awhile... Went to NUS to fetch dear and had lunch together... After tat we went sim lim square to get a Ram(DDR 400) and a 4GB Tumbdrive... The ram cost mi $58 and the tumbdrive cost mi $15 which is quite cheap... :) anyway not i paying... After tat went to kovan and met up with Daria and she intro me a new saving plan la which it think its not bad but maybe i cant affort it now and which i wan to dicuss with dear... dear went to the airport to fetch her sister...

At home when i tell dear she like...... i dun noe how to explain the way she talk to mi.. damm... hate this attitude... all of a sudden I realise i had difficulity communication with her... and i had no idea why she just piss off with me... I just wan to save more money for our future and of course i need to discuss with her.. but she like saying "I dun noe u next time can affort it anot" and all those "up to u stuff"... i just need to hear her advice and if i can make my own decision i den wont give a damm and discuss with her... just feel tat sometimes we really had communication problem...

she dun seems to be understanding enough.. sometimes i asked myself am i treating her too good at 1st and pamper her to much.. sometimes i am very tired le... sometimes I just dun like seeing her to be unhappy... it make feel so sian and she always unhappy becos of some small stuff... which in the end make mi piss off too... just dun noe wad to say... hai... I am so sian... I noe no 1 is perfect and so am I... I am just wondering is she the ger to walk the rest of my life with me? just wondering.........

Ended my post @ 11:50 PM

Yoz everybody... finally formated my pc.. and well i think it can last at least till next yr after i ORD.. den i will be getting a new pc... :) today finish my nite shift and i am damm tired... hai.. and i felt sorry sia cos i like ytd so tired and in the petrol keep like going to fall asleep... den cheong like keep driving... lol... next time after morning jogging must go take afternoon nap le... if not will be very tired... den my logsheet oso like abit wrong but cheong onli say must go learn tat part of the road name... hmm well tat area not very good at it anyway... will try to learn it asap... today not a bad day sleep for 3 hour in the afternoon and went to meet dear go kovan buy some stuff... tonite sleep earlier and give myself more rest... if not next morning shift will be tired...

Ytd after the morning jogging my leg now is so suan... painful at the thigh there...think have to exercise more if not will be back to square 1 liao.. :) well hope i will have a good sleep tonite... :)

** jia you study hard o my dear.. :) **

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Today is 6/09/2009 which is our 15th month anniversary... Thou i didnt spent alot of time together ytd but well we manage to catch at least a movie (G-Force) haha well not very the funny either... Now my dear is busy with her Homework and i kind of had some time off to blog.. I some time just too tired to blog or even do anything... well I just start to train myself up to keep fit and also to remove the small belly i had with me...haha... straight enough when i was in my secondary school days.. i didnt had the worry of getting fat and i always thought tat i couldnt get fat... and know wad... maybe i ate too much supper and those prata is making mi kind of grow some fats... but then again its so delicious and i cant resist it.. :x

Last friday Me and bao went to eugene birthday BBQ party at ECP and well saw elaine, hui lin, jolene, jing ting, chia leong, nicholas. well its like so long nv see them le.. kind of like miss poly life... no worry... today i also keep thinking wad to do after i ORD... thou still got 8 more months to go but still need to think for the future.. :) well life isn't tat great always but we will just have to look at the bright side which is not easy... :)

Tml will be going out to jog early in the morning and get some breakfast ba.. :) hope i still can run at least 6 round.. hee.. slow jog oso must run.. :) ok la quite late le... i better get to slp if not tml will be tired.. nite everyone...

** love you always my sweety.. :)**

Ended my post @ 12:25 AM