Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Today is my 2nd off... morning went to the market and had breakfast with my mum and nephew... den after tat play with them at the playground awhile... Went to NUS to fetch dear and had lunch together... After tat we went sim lim square to get a Ram(DDR 400) and a 4GB Tumbdrive... The ram cost mi $58 and the tumbdrive cost mi $15 which is quite cheap... :) anyway not i paying... After tat went to kovan and met up with Daria and she intro me a new saving plan la which it think its not bad but maybe i cant affort it now and which i wan to dicuss with dear... dear went to the airport to fetch her sister...
At home when i tell dear she like...... i dun noe how to explain the way she talk to mi.. damm... hate this attitude... all of a sudden I realise i had difficulity communication with her... and i had no idea why she just piss off with me... I just wan to save more money for our future and of course i need to discuss with her.. but she like saying "I dun noe u next time can affort it anot" and all those "up to u stuff"... i just need to hear her advice and if i can make my own decision i den wont give a damm and discuss with her... just feel tat sometimes we really had communication problem...
she dun seems to be understanding enough.. sometimes i asked myself am i treating her too good at 1st and pamper her to much.. sometimes i am very tired le... sometimes I just dun like seeing her to be unhappy... it make feel so sian and she always unhappy becos of some small stuff... which in the end make mi piss off too... just dun noe wad to say... hai... I am so sian... I noe no 1 is perfect and so am I... I am just wondering is she the ger to walk the rest of my life with me? just wondering.........
Ended my post @ 11:50 PM